Before I start writing my essay I have placed my research plan in a mind map. This has helped me to understand where I am up to and where to begin.
Memories can take us to places in our life that we never thought existed. They can bring up times that are not particularly welcomed back into your life, like a death or heartache, but I believe it is how we choose to acknowledge theses memories that result in the way we led our lives.
I want to examine how I look at my past. In my previous project I studied an area in my past where I felt depressed. I looked at my life in a way I never did before. In most cases people will tell you to let your past lay where it is, “in the past’ and to move on with your life, but from my experience digging into your subconscious helps to deal with certain aspects of your life. For example during my last project I focused on a period where I couldn’t bear to look at my reflection in the mirror. By putting this into my work I started to welcome pervious infortune back into my life. As I have discovered these memories aren’t always fact, they are, at times, made up memories that appear familiar but in fact they are not. Freud calls this ‘The Uncanny’.
Freud’s description of the uncanny
“This class is frightening things would then constitute the uncanny; and it must be a matter of indifference whether what is uncanny was itself originally frightening or whether it carried some other affect…for this uncanny is in reality nothing new or alien, but something that is familiar and old fashioned in the mind and which has become alienated from it through process of repression”
What I take away from this is that, things we find frightening are things that we have come in contact with before. They are things that surround our daily lives. Once the things that we are familiar with start to change or become disconnected with its originality it is then that we become afraid or confused.
Again I am researching this because looking back at my past I cannot remember everything. I start to fill in the gaps with made up images. They appear familiar, but in reality they aren’t.
Freud is essentially talking about the real and not real. In Susan Sontag’s ‘On Photography’ she talks about Plato’s Cave, where prisoners mistake shadows for reality, they perceive the shadows as reality and they forget that reality is somewhere else. Their lives become what is played out on the wall. For example a shadow of a chair would be talked about as an actual chair. The shadows are as close to the prisoners get to reality.
For my current project I am examining a stage of my past where I was depressed. During this time I remember people trying to help me, but I felt they were turning their back on me. It wasn’t until I overcame this dark time that I realised that I was turning my back on myself. I felt safer to stay in the shadows rather than confronting my issues. By reading about Plato’s Cave inspired this idea. I am representing reality, but with my subconscious. I want to take people inside my mind and show them, that this is how I see myself during this time. Much like Plato’s Cave when the men mistook the shadows for reality I now start looking at the images I have produced from my past as complete reality. I have started to vision myself as I am in my images, believing that this is how I actually was during the time this happened, laying around in darkness waiting for someone to pull me from it. I start to challenge my own concept of reality. The photographer Trish Morrissey has created work that challenges the concept of reality and deals with time. In her series titled seven years she uses old family photographs. Morrissey analyses the family album and how most families produce very similar family albums.
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Freud’s description of the uncanny
“This class is frightening things would then constitute the uncanny; and it must be a matter of indifference whether what is uncanny was itself originally frightening or whether it carried some other affect…for this uncanny is in reality nothing new or alien, but something that is familiar and old fashioned in the mind and which has become alienated from it through process of repression”
What I take away from Freud’s quote is that, things we find frightening are things that we have come in contact with before. They are things that surround our daily lives. Once the things that we are familiar with start to change or become disconnected with its originality it is then that we become afraid or confused.
The photographer Trish Morrissey has created work that explores the uncanny. In her series titled ‘seven years’ she uses old family photographs. Morrissey analyses the family album and how most families produce very similar family albums. Morrissey stages these images exactly how the old pictures were taken, for example if the person taking the image accidently put their finger over the viewfinder, Morrissey would incorporate this small mistake into her series, giving them an ‘uncanny’ resemblance to the originals.
When I look at Morrissey’s seven years series I engage with them on a personal level because the images she is recreating have a strange resemblance to old photos from my child hood, and possibly, most people’s childhood pictures.
In Susan Sontag’s ‘On Photography’ she talks about Plato’s Cave, where prisoners mistake shadows for reality, they perceive the shadows as reality and they forget that reality is somewhere else. Their lives become what is played out on the wall. For example a shadow of a chair would be talked about as an actual chair. The shadows are as close to the prisoners get to reality. They also believe that the echoes are real sounds made by the shadows. The prisoners are completely unaware of reality. Sontag related this analogy to the way we see photographs. If we look at the photograph we instantly relate it to reality but in reality what we are looking at is the paper.
Plato’s Cave, to me is a perfect analogy of how I am looking at past events in my life. What I take away from Sontag is that when I look at my past, I start to think of this in terms of time. I can remember a time I my past that was tough, but because I cannot remember most of what or why I was going through this I too am unaware of reality. What I am taking photos of could be a made up interpretation of what feel when I look back and reflect on this stage in my life. So what people will see may not necessarily be a direct link to my past, it will be how I interpret the way I see that time.
When I think about the uncanny it comes down to how we view time. Roland Barthes book Camera Lucida deals with the photograph in time. Barthes looks at images of his dead mother and discusses the importance of photography.
‘There I was, alone in the apartment where she had died, looking at these pictures of my mother, one by one, under the lamp, gradually moving back in time with her, looking for the truth of the face I had loved. And I found it.’
Here Barthes says ‘gradually moving back in time with her’. This is Barthes using still images to spend time with his mother. He is essentially saying that by looking through old photos of his dead mother helps to transport him back to a time when she was alive. By doing so helps him remember (and not forget) his dead mother.
While looking at an image of his mother titled ‘The Winter Garden Photograph’ Barthes states, ‘I studied the little girl and at last rediscovered my mother.
Barthes looks at images of his mother as a child. What he noticed from the image was expressions, which distinguished her as an adult. Barthes calls the Winter Garden photo ‘accurate’. I believe he thinks that photography can be an accurate depiction of reality. Which is false because the photo is not giving us the full story, but I understand what he means, there are time when we look at loved ones in images and we instantly see things that formed that persons character.
I am researching this because looking into my past I cannot remember everything. I start to fill in the gaps with made up images. They appear familiar, but in reality they aren’t.
For my current project I am examining a stage of my past where I was depressed. During this time I remember people trying to help me, but I felt they were turning their back on me. It wasn’t until I overcame this dark time that I realised that I was turning my back on myself. It felt safer to stay in the shadows rather than confronting my issues. By reading Sontag’s theory on Plato’s Cave made me aware how photography challenges the concept of reality. I am representing a subconscious reality with my photography. I want to take people inside my mind and show them, that this is how I see myself during this time. Much like Plato’s Cave when the men mistook the shadows for reality, I now start looking at the images I have produced from my past as reality. I have started to vision myself through my images, believing that this is how I actually was during the time this happened, laying around in darkness waiting for someone to pull me from it. I start to challenge my own concept of reality. The photographer Trish Morrissey has created work that challenges the concept of reality and deals with time. In her series titled seven years she uses old family photographs. Morrissey analyses the family album and how most families produce very similar family albums.
Memories can take us to places in our life that we never thought existed. They can bring up times that are not particularly welcomed back into your life, like a death or heartache, but I believe it is how we choose to acknowledge theses memories that result in the way we led our lives.
I want to examine how I look at my past. In my previous project I studied an area in my past where I felt depressed. I looked at my life in a way I never did before. In most cases people will tell you to let your past lay where it is, “in the past’ and to move on with your life, but from my experience digging into your subconscious helps to deal with certain aspects of your life. For example during my last project I focused on a period where I couldn’t bear to look at my reflection in the mirror. By putting this into my work I started to welcome pervious infortune back into my life. As I have discovered these memories aren’t always fact, they are, at times, made up memories that appear familiar but in fact they are not. As I have touched on above, Freud calls this ‘The Uncanny’.
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Have you thought of a title yet?
Freud’s description of the uncanny
“This class is frightening things would then constitute the uncanny; and it must be a matter of indifference whether what is uncanny was itself originally frightening or whether it carried some other affect…for this uncanny is in reality nothing new or alien, but something that is familiar and old fashioned in the mind and which has become alienated from it through process of repression” REFERENCE this would be underneath & to the right – Author (Year:Page).
What I take away from Freud’s quote is that, things we find frightening are things that we have come in contact with before. They are things that surround our daily lives. Once the things that we are familiar with start to change or become disconnected with its originality it is then that we become afraid or confused. Great!
The photographer Trish Morrissey has created work that explores the uncanny. In her series titled ‘seven years’ she uses old family photographs. Morrissey analyses the family album and how most families produce very similar family albums. Morrissey stages these images exactly how the old pictures were taken, for example if the person taking the image accidently put their finger over the viewfinder, Morrissey would incorporate this small mistake into her series, giving them an ‘uncanny’ resemblance to the originals.
When I look at Morrissey’s seven years series I engage with them on a personal level because the images she is recreating have a strange resemblance to old photos from my child hood, and possibly, most people’s childhood pictures. Great… your writing in much improved from when we last went through your essay. These are good analytical passages, you are clearly understanding Freud and being able to apply the theory to image making. Excellent!
In Susan Sontag’s ‘On Photography’ she talks about Plato’s Cave, where prisoners mistake shadows for reality, they perceive the shadows as reality and they forget that reality is somewhere else. Their lives become what is played out on the wall. For example a shadow of a chair would be talked about as an actual chair. The shadows are as close to the prisoners get to reality. They also believe that the echoes are real sounds made by the shadows. The prisoners are completely unaware of reality. Sontag related this analogy to the way we see photographs. If we look at the photograph we instantly relate it to reality but in reality what we are looking at is the paper. Similarly, we spoke about the weightless transparent envelope that Barthes referred to in Wednesday’s lecture. These are similar ideas and are both basically saying that we talk about the photographic image as though it WERE real. (“It’s me”)
Plato’s Cave, to me is a perfect analogy of how I am looking at past events in my life (where?) This is a good place to talk about your photographs. I sent a critical essay over that I wrote at Level 6, have a look how I wrote about my own work…
What I take away from Sontag is that when I look at my past, I start to think of this in terms of time. I can remember a time I my past that was tough, but because I cannot remember most of what or why I was going through this I too am unaware of reality. What I am taking photos of could be a made up interpretation of what feel when I look back and reflect on this stage in my life. So what people will see may not necessarily be a direct link to my past, it will be how I interpret the way I see that time.
When I think about the uncanny it comes down to how we view time. Roland Barthes book Camera Lucida deals with the photograph in time. Barthes looks at images of his dead mother and discusses the importance of photography.
‘There I was, alone in the apartment where she had died, looking at these pictures of my mother, one by one, under the lamp, gradually moving back in time with her, looking for the truth of the face I had loved. And I found it.’
Here Barthes says ‘gradually moving back in time with her’. This is Barthes using still images to spend time with his mother. He is essentially saying that by looking through old photos of his dead mother helps to transport him back to a time when she was alive. By doing so helps him remember (and not forget) his dead mother. Good. You’ve clearly understood Barthes quite well.
While looking at an image of his mother titled ‘The Winter Garden Photograph’ Barthes states, ‘I studied the little girl and at last rediscovered my mother.
Barthes looks at images of his mother as a child. What he noticed from the image was expressions, which distinguished her as an adult. Barthes calls the Winter Garden photo ‘accurate’. I believe he thinks that photography can be an accurate depiction of reality. (You can be confident here and say – ‘He believes that photography can be an accurate…’) Which is false because the photo is not giving us the full story. I understand what he means, there are times when we look at loved ones in images and we instantly see things that formed that persons character.
Such as? Might this relate again to Barthes theories on portraiture? Have you looked at Clarke as well? There’s a chapter in Charlotte Cotton that you might like to read called This Intimate Life…
I am researching this because looking into my past I cannot remember everything. I start to fill in the gaps with made up images. They appear familiar, but in reality they aren’t. This is interesting – why do you think that this is? Doesn’t the photograph take the place of reality sometimes – memory and image can become intertwined. You could start to look at the idea of memory as a part of this writing?
Through photography (?) I am currently examining a stage of my past where I was depressed. During this time I remember people trying to help me, but I felt they were turning their back on me. It wasn’t until I overcame this dark time that I realised that I was turning my back on myself. It felt safer to stay in the shadows rather than confronting my issues. By reading Sontag’s theory on Plato’s Cave made me aware how photography challenges the concept of reality. I am representing a subconscious reality with my photography. I want to take people inside my mind and show them, that this is how I see myself during this time. Much like Plato’s Cave when the men mistook the shadows for reality, I now start looking at the images I have produced from my past as reality. I have started to vision myself through my images, believing that this is how I actually was during the time this happened, laying around in darkness waiting for someone to pull me from it. I start to challenge my own concept of reality.
The photographer Trish Morrissey has created work that challenges the concept of reality and deals with time. In her series titled seven years she uses old family photographs. Morrissey analyses the family album and how most families produce very similar family albums. And how does this relate to your ideas? I think that you could find another author that talks about this work to help you with your references.
Memories can take us to places in our life that we never thought existed. They can bring up times that are not particularly welcomed back into your life, like a death or heartache, but I believe it is how we choose to acknowledge theses memories that result in the way we led our lives.
I want to examine how I look at my past. In my previous project I studied an area in my past where I felt depressed. I looked at my life in a way I never did before. In most cases people will tell you to let your past lay where it is, “in the past’ and to move on with your life, but from my experience digging into your subconscious helps to deal with certain aspects of your life. For example during my last project I focused on a period where I couldn’t bear to look at my reflection in the mirror. By putting this into my work I started to welcome pervious infortune back into my life. As I have discovered these memories aren’t always fact, they are, at times, made up memories that appear familiar but in fact they are not. As I have touched on above, Freud calls this ‘The Uncanny’. You can develop these last couple of paragraphs I think with example of other photographers work that deals with similar issues… You can use the opportunity to compare and contrast approaches to your own work with theirs.
This has come on massively since I read your last draft, you’re getting a very good idea of how to structure and write an academic essay at this level, which is great going in to your third year. You’ve understood the theories that you’ve read really well – and have tie to improve your essay through researching your ideas
more with other authors and targeting your referencing.
There’s a good tool here that shows your how to reference each type of source (on the left tabs): http://www.nottingham.ac.uk/nmp/sonet/rlos/studyskills/harvard/
A few more resources with artists that might interest you:
http://www.source.ie/learning/approaches/portraiture.html
http://www.tate.org.uk/whats-on/tate-modern/exhibitionseries/artist-rooms/theme-portraits
In todays lecture we covered Roland Barthes book ‘Camera Lucida.’
Barthes wrote Camera Lucida in 1980. This was Barthes last book before his death. The book is basically a memoir. The reason for writing the book is in large part to do with his mother.
Before we started the lecture Sian laid pictures out on the table in front us. We were then asked to write down what we see. This is what I wrote, Board game, backgammon, remote control, wine glass, cork screw, cork, ashtray, table and dice.
Chapter 1
Sian then started the lecture talking about denotation and connotation. These were terms coined by Barthes. The definition of the denotation is ‘the action or process of indicating or referring to something by means of a word, symbol, etc. Connotation means, ‘An idea or feeling that a word invokes for a person in addition to its literal or primary meaning’. Something suggested or implied by a word or thing, rather than being explicitly named or described: “Religion” has always had a negative connotation for me
We went right onto ‘The Punctum’. The Punctum is the element or point of the photo that grabs you. We went over the meaning of all three of these last year during our documentary project.
Sian started to read parts from the book. We started of with the first sentence of chapter 1. ‘One day quite some time ago I happened upon a photograph of Napoleon’s youngest brother Jerome, taken in 1852, and I realised then with amazement that I have not been able to lessen since, I am looking at eyes that have looked at the emperor.
I think Barthes was trying to say that he could see something that existed. Those eyes looked at the emperor. He is amazed that there is something in the photograph that can show him something that he can think of as being real. He then went on to say that this book Camera Lucida is going to be about trying to find the genius of photography.
We then went onto another part of the book.
The first thing I found was this. What the photograph reproduces to infinity has occurred only once. The photograph mechanically repeats what could never be repeated existentially.
I think Barthes is saying that the instance that we take a picture of a certain moment it can be recreated and you can never see that moment in real life again. I came across this before in a past lecture of John Berger where he was talking bout the camera reproduces things to infinity. Berger also talked about the spectator coming to the images now. We could see thing on television, cinema screens and books that you know longer had to go and visit. An example of this would be the Mona Lisa. He talked about the meaning of things and not what it shows. So the Mona Lisa, the painting itself is no longer the meaning it was something that appears on items and objects such as t-shirts, fridges and ashtrays to name a few. So Barthes and Berger tie in with each other they are both concerned with the idea of reality of coming to you.
Chapter 2
Barthes starts of talking about the photograph and he refers to as a weightless transparent envelope. He also quotes that when people look at photographs he says things like look this is my brother this is me as a child.
The photograph is never distinguished from its referent, from what it represents. And he goes onto say whatever it grants to vision and whatever its manner a photograph is always invisible, it is not it that we see.
What I believe he is saying with these quotes is that we don’t actually look at the photograph we look at whats in the image, for example the image that Sian asked us to write about at the beginning of the lecture, what I wrote, board game, backgammon, remote control, wine glass, cork screw, cork, ashtray, table and dice, but in reality all I was looking at was a piece of paper. We always look at the contents like we are looking into an envelope. Its never distinguished from its reference its never distinguished from what it represents we always talk about a photograph as being the backgammon the ashtray.
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I observed the photograph can be the object of three practices. Or of three emotions or of three intentions. To do to undergo and to look. The operator (the photographer) the spectator (ourselves) all of us who glance through collections of photographs in magazines in news papers, in books albums and archives. And the person or thing photographed is a target, the referent a kind of little simulacrum any eidolon admitted by the object which I would like to call the spectrum of the photograph because this word retains through its …… a relation to spectacle and adds to it that rather terrible thing which is there in every photograph the return of the dead.
The three things that Barthes is saying in this quote
Operator (Photographer) Spectator (Audience/Viewer) Spectrum (Subject/Eidolon)
The definition of Eidolon
Eidolon is a latin word which means goes like the apparition of the living (a living thing).
The photograph is an apparition, the backgammon the ashtray the remote control, they are not there, but I can see them so it is like an apparition.
Chapter 5
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‘Very often I have been photographed and new it. When I feel myself observed by the lens everything changes. I constitute myself in the process of posing, I instantaneously make another body for myself, I try to form myself in advance into an image. This transformation is an active one, I feel the photograph creates my body, or mortifies it.’
From reading Barthes this quote relates to my work. For example I am shooting self portraits so I change the I pose and I in control of what I shoot.
The portrait photograph is a closed field of forces. In front of the lens I am the one I think I am the one I want others to think I’m the one the photographer thinks I am and the one he makes use of to exhibit his art. In other words a strange action. I do not stop imitating myself and because of this each time I am photographed I suffer from a sensation of inauthenticity sometimes of impostor.
The Studium/Punctum
Chapter 10
‘It is by studium that I am interested in so many photographs, weather I receive them as political testimony or enjoy them as good historical scenes: for it is culturally that I participate in the figures, the faces, the gestures, the settings, the actions’.
He is saying that this is a description.
This time it is not I who seek it out, it is this element which rises from the scene, shoots out of it like and arrow, and pierces me. A Latin word exists to designate this instrument: the word suits me all the better in that it also refers to the notion of punctuation, and because the photographs I am speaking of are in effect punctuated, sometimes even speckled with these sensitive points; precisely, these marks, these wounds are so many points (here Barthes is referring back to the punctum). This second element which will disturb the studium I shall therefore call punctum; for punctum is also: sting, speck, cut, little hole-and also a cast of the dice. A photograph’s punctum is that accident which pricks me. Having thus distinguished two themes in photography, I could occupy myself with one after the other.
What I learned. Not every photograph can have a punctum or has to have a punctum. The punctum can be something personal. Something that only has a meaning to you and no one else.
Part 2
Chapter 25
Now, one november evening shortly after my mothers death, I was going through some photographs. I had no hope of finder her, I expected from these “photographs of a being before which one recalls less of that being than by merely thinking of him or her”. I had acknowledged that fatality, one of the most features of mourning, which decreed that however often I might consult such images, I could never recall her features. No, what I wanted – as Valery wanted, after his mothers death – was “to write a little compilation about her, just for myself”. Further I could not even say about these photographs, if we expect the one I already published, I could not even say that I loved them: I was not sitting down to contemplate them, I was not engulfing myself in them. I was sorting them, but none seemed to me really “right”: neither as a photographic performance nor as a living resurrection of the beloved face. If I were ever to show them to friends I could doubt that these photographs could speak.
From here Barthes goes on to say
I can not reproduce the Winter Garden Photograph. It exists only for me. For you, it would be nothing but an indifferent picture, on of the thousand manifestations of the “ordinary”, it cannot in any way constitute the visible object of a science; it cannot establish an objectivity, in the positive sense of the term; at most it would interest your stadium: period, clothes, photogenic; but in it, for you, no wound.
The Winter Garden Photograph has never been published. I believe he chose to write about the image and not to publish the image he talks so much about is because it becomes more interesting when he describes rather than shows it. After all Barthes didn’t take the image. So if he showed the image everything he talked about previously would have a different connotation. At the moment I am picturing what Barthes is talking bout so if I saw the image I would probably see it in a completely different light.
The photograph does not necessarily say what is no longer, but only and for certain what has been. One day I received from a photographer a picture of myself which I could not remember been taken, because it was a photograph I could not deny that I had been there.
What I get form this is that Barthes can not challenge the fact that he was there during this time. Now we could challenge these ideas more, because of Photoshop. Photo-manipulation is much more common now (and easy to do) than it was back when Barthes wrote Camera Lucida in 1980.